all the good things I've gone through recently comes down to this stupid trap.
yes, a trap, as what Uzair called it.

So, lately, I've been slacking in my studies.
Blame Mafia Wars, please? Don't blame innocent people. :(
And yes, a lecturing from form teacher.
My books under the table shows that I'm going to drop to NA.
Naah, if I drop, I rather drop dead.

So, consequences and stuffs, I'm kinda monologue here so, PLEASE excuse me.

Study Hard And...
...I'll Pass,
...I'll Have A Chance To Be SC,
...I'll be in Express,
...I'll prove teachers wrong,
...Plurk Karma DECREASE. ._.

Stay Slacking And...
...I'll Fail,
...I'll Be A Joke To My BIG Family,
...One Extra Year In WWSS,
...Down To NA,
...May Not Play Comp Forever...
...Family WILL Kill Me..as they find out about her..and..byebye. :(
...I'll Be Like My Brother,
...Say Goodbye To Wishlist.

So, Damned If I Do / Dont. But, More Damned If I Dont. Sucks.

Pass Or Die.

I cant risk my love but, I have no choice now.

i don't want to stay here
i don't wanna live half my life and disappear
so if you want to take chances take a chance on me

Take Me Out -- Atomic Tom

Lazy to update blog, but, updated.
May not blog forever. WHEE.

Didnt update blog as I'm busy drowning. Heh.
Back to school. Wooh.
Too bad my lips burn for the whole day. Ouch.
And srsly, there's no such disease as burning lips. I'm just plain weird.
So, most of the day, I bit on tissues....yeah.

I dont want to elaborate like usual as I'm tired here, so, yeah.
And I ALMOST had a great time during recess. You know what I mean.
Yeah, people spying on us. Wow.

At the interchange, idk which bus to ride.
243 with Syafiee,
179 to NTU,
242 to somewhere,
or 241.

243 is kinda slow and I'm pretty late then so, crossed out 243.
Crossed out 179 cuz, I looked like an idiot taking 179. srsly, an idiot.
242 sucks, and I'm lazy to walk. Alone.
And nobody knows why I'm not taking 241... eh eh.
But eventually, I did, with Reena.
And got back home with burning lips. Ouch.

Peace!

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it's been a very, very shocking day today.
i'll remember the moment when one plus one equals to one. heh. :x
i love you *girl*. heh.
1209091430 somemore. LOL.

because of what happened today, baby, i cant sleep anymore,
cuz reality is better than dreams now.

heh. :x

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it's a normal day,
this time, i didnt dream about her.
wow.
wow.
wow.
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So, today sembahyang jumaat alone uh?
My hp spoil, nobody online, how to contact?
Alone. ._.

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Weird dream I had earlier this morn. UGH.
I kinda hate it, but somehow, it's just another beautiful nightmare.
Here it goes....
(Relates my dreams to my real life)

I dont know what year I'm currently in,
[Fear of end of world in 2012]
It was totally different than my usual world,
[Everything in my life changed dramatically]
I had a feeling I'm not in Singapore here.
[I wish I was living in Ohio now.]
I'm in a school, full of spotlights and students,
[Spotlights at night would be really cool in school]
And surprisingly, I'm wearing NCC uniform. Wow.
[NCC IS my first CCA choice]
The surrounding is dark, maybe it's midnight.
[I went to school very early.]
I see familiar faces, and then it hit me,
[I miss school too, you know.]
there's a BIG Westwood CAMPUS.
[I wish Westwood IS NTU.]
My legs walked by it's own, marching towards nowhere alongside other NCC's.
[Pri 5 Camp incident. :x]
We reached towards a fair, still in Westwood Campus.
[Alone these few days. ._.]
Then suddenly, *ehem* kissed me, on the lips. 0.0
[World Of Warcraft. WOW.]
It's weird that I can taste her saliva. YUCK.
[Is this another stupid power I had?]

I woke up, washing my mouth off with Coke and still can taste her..you know..Yuck.
Now doing DnT. ._.

Peace.

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And it starts off again as a normal day,
but this time, with a HUGE bag, and no, i'm NOT from NTU today.
Bought Eng and History file alongside JUNKS to school,
riding 185 with Nurin and some other random schoolmates. ._.
I felt dizzy, cuz I sahur HALF THE NORMAL AMOUNT of rice and stuff.

More yawn stuffs and Rizan pon dikir barat again, wow.
And moves changed, and i have sore throat, tyvm.
And i hate remedials. It's true.
Holidays my a...
Kamal is here with me, alongside other losers in the library, excluding Syafiee.

And did I mentioned that my sis is a Maisarah look-a-like?

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I have something broken, shattered, but still I love it.

Everytime I stop and turn around,
Meanwhile I can't seem to figure out,
The way I feel. Broken.

Just another dikir barat thing going on in sch.
But this time, mum hantar me to sch,
and lately, there's been random things happening along the way..
like, one driver was stalking us and so on.. 0.o

Finally, Skinny Boy left my life for one day, brings peace.
And Nad stole my watch. :(
Returned liao.
And because of dikir barat, i had stomach ache the following hours.
Relieved it by tying a towel tightly onto my tummy, while playing 360.

Then, go to IMM too buka at Spagetti Too Express.
Too bad Tiramisu isnt available :(
And I ate Spagetti Bolognaise and Salmon Hotplate.
My tummy exploded when I ate sis's dessert, Vanilla Ice Cream with Brownie.

Then, ate side snacks like Konyaku Jelly? Felt like dying.
My tummy's FULL.
And did I mentioned that my sis is a Maisarah look-a-like? Yeah.

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Basically, I'm somewhat from NTU this morning.
(Dont want elaborate :x)

So, wake up, then plan to meet up with Syafiee at his void deck,
but cancelled due to no reason. (?)
Then, 185 full, so, 172 / 199 uh.
No kawan, but Eyqyn said she'll ride 172 with me, so, why not eh?

Some random schoolmate bumped into me and asked me for donation,
and I have extra dollars, so why not eh? ._.
Then, just realized that Eyqyn's at 199 line and I'm stucked in 172 line.
Un/fortunately, there're friends so, why not?
Nat and Reena is kinda shocked (?) IDK why.

More yawn events happening till I reached my breaking point.
Thank you, skinny guy ._.
And off back to NTU, 179.

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01. Who was your last text from?
My sis :x
02. Where was your default picture taken?
At home...?
03. Your relationship status?
Na-ah :x
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I think so, recently.. :x
05. What is your current mood?
IDK!
06. How many siblings do you have?
Including me, 3.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Brat and Brat-er.
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
School.
09. Have a crazy side?
I think so. :x
10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah, 6 TIMES. God IS showing mercy ._.
11. Something you do a lot?
Pondering things that may happen in the future.
12. Angry at anyone?
Yeah, that skinny gay boy :(
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Uh, my height? :(
14. When was the last time you cried?
Few days ago in school.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
HER, just for today.
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I'm going to Lalaland to beat up Rizan and lived happily ever after :)
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My grandpa.
18. What is your favorite song?
Sell Out - Reel Big Fish. Year 2000 song. 9 years OLD. Heh.
19. What are you doing right now?
Pondering about things that may happen in the future.
20. Who do you trust right now?
Syafiee. :B
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
IDK. It's my Larz tee and I dont know where I got it. Just Wow.
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
My mum..?
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Danny-Romeo.
24. Describe your life in one word?
Revolutionary / Random (?)
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
HER and HER. uhr. :x
26. What should you be doing right now?
Revising and doing holiday assignments.
27. What are you listening to?
My blog playlist.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Mum.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Brat.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Uh.. Depends. If she knows that I like her, then, yeah.
31. What is your natural hair color?
Dark Brown.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Borat, on twitter.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Skinny Gay Boy.
34. What do you hear?
I hear voices in my head..
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight. But curly when I have a bad hair day :x
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No! EEK.
37. Do you have a best friend?
Yeah.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
I forgot already.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Uh.. -.-
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Come on. Why should I?
41. Are you happy with life right now?
No.
42. Are you currently jealous?
Totally. :x
43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
Heh?
44. What were you doing on friday night?
Mafia Wars-ing much.
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah. :x
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yes, the guy in the mirror.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Lazy to go school.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Stayed up till 11:23pm just to read twits.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Heh. :x
51. What does your name start with?
N. S. R. I. or L.
52. When was the last time your cried?
Stop repeating the questions.
53. Ever drank?
No.
54. Ever smoked?
No.
55. Ever dated someone who smokes?
NO.
56. Whos your closest friend?
Syafiee! :B
57. Have you kissed anyone in the past few days?
No
58. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
...
59. Who was the last person who texted you?
skinny gay boy
60. Ever gotten your heart broken?
...
61. Ever broke somone's heart?
...
62. Missing someone?
...
63. Ever posted nude pictures of yourself on internet?
NO.
64. How far have you gone with a boy/girl?
How far you want? :x
65. Ever got caught praising yourself in the mirror?
Yes. :x
66. Whos your closeset relative?
Maybe Maisarah.
67. Angry at someone?
...
68. Hating someone?
Obviously.
69. When was the last time you attended a party?
Last Year.
70. Plans for today?
No.
71. Excited for something?
No.
72. Ever won a lottery?
Mafia Wars Lottery, Yes.
73. Your favourite song?
...
74. Got any childhood friends?
...
75. What are you doing right now?
...
76. What are you feeling at the moment?
Blank.
77. Ever lost a close friend?
...
78. Whats your ringtone?
Avril Lavinge - Girlfriend / Pikachu's Voice.
79. Where are your parents?
Bedroom, sleeping. ._.
80. Do you love anyone at the moment?
Uhr.
81. What are you most shocked about?
Nothing.
82. Ever lied?
Duh. ._.
83. Ever went clubbing?
no.
84. Did you waste your time doing this?
I wasted my sister's time.
85. Have you told the truth throughout this?
For me to know, for you to find out.

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I walked, run and walked towards the traffic light.
While waiting, I checked my attire, and my new hairstyle. Obviously..
..CUT IT OUT.

Soz, if you wanna see my life into a novel, wait for the exams to end. ._.

Maths
I didnt slack that hard today.
I did all the workings, but, Rizan kept bugging me about the number 8. (?)
And I did ignored, yes, all the way ignoring bugger.
Or should I say, skinny gay boy.

PE
Shocked that TH WHOLE CLASS kena run five, FIVE rounds.
Why? Skinny Gay Boy and Alvin never bring House Tee for ACES Day.
What kind of an athelete Skinny Gay Boy is? He's a NEVER WAS.
No discipline. One b****!

And surprisingly, we managed to ran 5 rounds, together.
And the good part is that SGB ran extra 5 rounds as punishment. WOOH!
So, we continued our Frisbiee thang, me with Eugene.
And surprisingly, Eugene can Frisbiee very well.

Recess
Changed to Uniform right after dismissal (of PE).
I was SWEATY. YUCK!
Then, chat with Ameline and Asyraf till the time passed by.

MT
Wow, Mdm Azlina never come, again. wow.
I'm sooooo NOT (maybe yes) INTERESTED in the dikir barat thang.
And yes, I'm once in a dikir barat club/thang during P5.
And I stayed away from Rizan, which makes me closer to Nat.
Which stayed away from me, which makes her closer to Rizan. HEHE.
Did the karangan about my life and what's happening around me this term. ._.

History
My file is EMPTY!
And well, just a project about doing a poster about Chinese/Indian inventions.
May be used as exhibitions next year. 0:

And got back report slips, but NO CLASS PHOTOS.
:(

And now, here beside Syafiee in the EM-AR-EL surfing about eclipse and horoscopes. :(

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teachers day, eh? wooh.
great performances organized by our NEW SCs.

We'll shout "GOAL!!" everytime the school cheer for their teachers. WOOH.
and Adli sang Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade, we're like having a slow death there.
There and then, go back XNPS early, cuz no DnT! wow.
Reena came kinda on time, but late, for me. xD

.tired.

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